You are with me and I think of you.
I remember your smile and how you made me feel special.
When I received text messages from you, I smiled.
I miss you more than I can say.
There is an existing pain that never goes away.
Triggers are everywhere and I am unable to prepare myself.
When they hit, it is like a hard fall.
I get up, yet I am not the same without you.
Although I smile, I am not okay.
This is wrong and terribly unfair.
To have lost you is cruel.
The loss of you is more than I can bare.
A piece of me is gone.
The better part of me is you.