Have you ever wanted to call someone, but you cannot?
Have you ever wanted to be held, but that person is no longer there?
Have you ever wanted to tell someone you loved them one last time?
You cannot do these things because they are gone.
This is not a choice.
This is final.
How do you cope?
How do you follow all the possible slogans you heard your whole life about being positive?
Guess what? You cannot.
The little bubble of a world you lived in no longer exist.
There is deep pain.
Tomorrow is not better, and everything is not okay.
Although you go about your day and do what needs to be done, on the inside the pain remains.
The pain never goes away and a part of you is gone.