Month: October 2021

Will she ever find the butterfly?

Will she ever find the golden wings?

Others have seen it.

Others have seen this special moment.

She waits patiently for that moment.

She waits to see the transition.

Why hasn’t it appeared to her?

Why hasn’t she had the visit?

She discovered it wasn’t ready.

She discovered he wasn’t ready to say goodbye.

You are with me and I think of you.

I remember your smile and how you made me feel special.

When I received text messages from you, I smiled.

I miss you more than I can say.

There is an existing pain that never goes away.

Triggers are everywhere and I am unable to prepare myself.

When they hit, it is like a hard fall.

I get up, yet I am not the same without you.

Although I smile, I am not okay.

This is wrong and terribly unfair.

To have lost you is cruel.

The loss of you is more than I can bare.

A piece of me is gone.

The better part of me is you.

There is something magical when we look at one another.

Our eyes lock and I see my future.

This excites me, yet scares me at the same time.

He makes me smile.

He makes me laugh.

And now, he makes me cry.

I miss him so much.

How can anyone go from seeing and talking everyday to nothing?

I am still in disbelief.

I miss my handsome prince.

Even after dating for five years, he still opened doors for me and held my hand at the movies.

I miss that smile and seeing my future in his bright blue eyes.

My love, you forever have my heart.